Before the utterly gobsmacked throngs started filing out of the bar to mob him, and before he had a chance to absorb what just happened onstage, Brian David Blush sat on the hood of a strangerâ€™s silver Toyota, massaging his forehead as if it would make the nightâ€™s events sink in faster.
He was a bit embarrassed, too, or a lot to hear him tell it. Just three and a half hours earlier, Blush wasnâ€™t even sure heâ€™d be allowed in to see his former Refreshments bandmates — Roger Clyne and Paul â€œP.H.â€ Naffah, the head and neck of Roger Clyne and the Peacemakers â€“ play at the roadside restaurant just outside Elkhart, Indiana. So to have joined Clyne, Naffah and bassist Nick Scropos on well-loved tune â€œNadaâ€ from their 1996 breakthrough record, Fizzy Fuzzy Big & Buzzy, was an event for which he was completely unprepared.
â€œWhatever you say, tell â€˜em I was terrible,â€ Blush said, rather morosely assessing his first time onstage with Clyne since it all went wrong between them.
This was originally supposed to be a combined review of Clyne and the Peacemakers’ July 2nd performance at both the 30th Annual American Music Festival at FitzGeraldâ€™s in Berwyn, Illinois, and the band’s subsequent performance at Mr. G’s in Osceola, Indiana on July 27th.Â Anyone whoâ€™s ever seen an RCPM show knows how solid and fun they are, even (especially?) as Clyne tosses back shot after shot of tequila. Well, the band didnâ€™t disappoint either time. Particularly heartening was hearing lead guitarist Jim Dalton come into his own, since 2009 was his first year with the band and he was a bit tentative and stiff with the music. But for Refreshments/RCPM fans, hearing three of the original Refreshments reunited for a short, impromptu jam session in front of the lucky 120 who came to the show is, as Veep Joe Biden might say, â€œa big fâ€™in deal.â€
The backstoryâ€™s been told a million times: After Fizzy Fuzzy propelled the Refreshments toward epic stardom, their second album tanked, the band lost its record deal and Blush dove headfirst into his already debilitating heroin and pill habit. He got kicked out of the band, and then he sold the Refreshmentsâ€™ entire catalog â€“ which includes the theme of long-running show King of the Hill — for $2,500 out of desperation. Bad feelings, naturally, ensued; Blush overdosed, then spent time in jail and went through rehab before landing in jail again and finally getting himself off the junk. He now resides in the South Bend area and plays in various bands.
Which leads the story to July 27th: Blushâ€™s buddy and bandmate, Mike Vance, heard RCPM was playing Mr. Gâ€™s and asked Blush if he wanted to go. Itâ€™s not that he didnâ€™t, but after more than a decade of anger and resentment, he didnâ€™t know how his presence would be received. Thanks to the Indiana Department of Motor Vehicles, he almost didnâ€™t get to find out; now that Indiana mails residents their licenses and other IDs, Blush didnâ€™t have his new license yet, and the bouncer didnâ€™t accept the photocopy the DMV provided.
Defeated, Blush started walking away when he saw Naffah outside the RCPM tour bus. He walked up, and the unexpected happened: Naffah met him with open arms, and the guys took care of his entry issues as only good friends would.
â€œThey snuck me in through the back door,â€ Blush said.
Blush sat on the left side of the stage, donning shades and smiling the whole time, even firing up a lighter every so often in homage to his favorite songs. Being comfortable in RCPMâ€™s air space was all he needed, really, but then Clyne came out for the encore and called on Blush to accompany him on â€œNada.â€
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He was overwhelmed from start to long after finish. While neither a perfect version of the introspective song or the final encore, no one dared take away from his elation at playing with old friends.
â€œRoger Clyne and P.H. Naffah, I came up with them. We were lucky enough to catch a break (all those years ago),â€ he said. â€œThis has to be the greatest moment of my life so far, and I just came here tonight to say â€˜Hello.â€™
â€œThey affected the course of my life, and I will die being a Peacemakers fan.â€
The other guys â€“ Clyne, Naffah and in his own way Scropos â€“ also came away healed. Scropos wasnâ€™t in the Refreshments during the troubles, but he knew enough about it to know there was â€œweird blood.â€
â€œI thought it was really neat,â€ the bassist said. â€œEveryoneâ€™s really humbled by the experience, and Iâ€™m happy for the guys.â€
When told that Blush called his own performance â€œterrible,â€ Naffah smiled while remembering how self-deprecating his old friend is. He also admitted to being a bit apprehensive at the thought of sharing a stage with him again and was glad it all happened as an impromptu jam, lest everyone be all twitchy about it.
â€œI havenâ€™t talked to him in years, and nobody knew where he was â€“ the last I heard, he was in Detroit,â€ Naffah said. â€œWe needed this, though. I wish the guy the best and will jam with him anytime.â€
As for Clyne, perhaps the most hurt by Blushâ€™s actions way back when, he was a bit overwhelmed with the moment himself.
â€œThis was the building of a bridge I burned a long time ago,â€ Clyne said. â€œForgiveness is a good thing, and I hope Brian got as much peace out of it as I did.â€