Soundtrack Saturday: “My So-Called Life”

It’s been about a month since my last Soundtrack Saturday post and I have to tell you — I really needed the vacation.

Not because I don’t love writing this column, but because my brain tends to operate on a different frequency at the end of the year, and that frequency is Very, Very Low.

But because I’ve been away for so long, and because I know you’ve been yearning for a new Soundtrack Saturday post (even if you haven’t, just let me believe that you have, OK?), I decided to start off the new year with something special. Something different. And so I bring you the very first TV edition of Soundtrack Saturday.

I’ve been kicking around the idea of writing about the soundtrack to My So-Called Life for quite some time, but I kept putting it off because I wasn’t sure if I wanted to take this column into the TV realm. But I think I’m ready to expand Soundtrack Saturday’s scope to give myself — and you, dear readers — a little more variety. I likely won’t be writing about TV shows very often, but I figured I’d give it a shot and see how it goes.

When what turned out to be the last episode of My So-Called Life aired 15 years ago (I can’t believe it’s been that long), I remember how bummed I was when I heard that it might not be returning for a second season. (The last episode aired January 26, 1995, but the show wasn’t officially canceled by ABC until four months later.) And when I finally heard that it wasn’t coming back, I was devastated.

There were no shows like it on TV at the time that portrayed people my age — I was 16 and a junior in high school when it aired — in a realistic way. The characters were believable — they dressed like we did (lots of plaid shirts, combat boots, and floral granny dresses) and even wore the same outfits more than once. They even talked the way we, like, talked. And the story lines covered issues that we were actually dealing with as teenagers in the mid-’90s.

For those of you who’ve never seen My So-Called Life — and I’m going to venture a guess that a good portion of you probably haven’t — it centers on 15-year-old Angela Chase (Claire Danes) and her trials and tribulations with her parents, Patty (Bess Armstrong) and Graham (Tom Irwin); her younger sister, Danielle (Lisa Wilhoit); her friends — rebellious Rayanne Graff (A.J. Langer), flamboyant Rickie Vasquez (Wilson Cruz), do-gooder Sharon Cherski (Devon Odessa), and nerdy Brian Krakow (Devon Gummersall); and, last but not least, boys. Well, one boy in particular — the infamous Jordan Catalano (Jared Leto).

While I did watch the show on ABC during the 1994-’95 season, I also obsessively watched the reruns on MTV. I even stayed up all night once during my freshman year of college to watch a marathon of the entire series. I connected to it on so many levels and related to many of the characters, particularly Angela, even though I never had a Jordan Catalano to contend with. I don’t think a TV show had ever affected me like that before, and I know a lot of my friends who are also fans of it would say the same.

One element of My So-Called Life that I’ve always loved is its use of music and the integral part it plays in many episodes (19 were produced in all). For example, I can’t imagine any other song besides R.E.M.’s “Everybody Hurts” playing at the end of the pilot. The Grateful Dead is the perfect band to act as a bridge between Angela, her father, and Rayanne in the fourth installment. And episode seven gives us our first taste of Leto’s musical abilities when Jordan sings a song that Angela thinks is about her.

Fans of the show will remember Buffalo Tom, as themselves, performing at a club in episode 12. An entire episode focuses on Jordan’s band, Frozen Embryos, and Rayanne’s desire to join so she can reconnect and spend more time with Angela (we get to hear Leto sing again; this time it’s a cover of the Ramones’ “I Wanna Be Sedated”). And then there’s Juliana Hatfield’s appearance as an angel in the Christmas episode, performing one of my favorite songs of hers, “Make It Home.” Plus, Angela’s I’m-over-Jordan-Catalano dance, set to Violent Femmes’ “Blister in the Sun,” is something a lot of us girls can relate to (“It’s such a relief to finally have my life back!”).

Music was so important to My So-Called Life that a soundtrack album was released. It contained only a portion of the songs featured in the show, but also a few that never made it into any episode. I’ve managed to gather almost every song; I think I’m only missing the ones sung by the choir in the Christmas episode. I’ve also included a few YouTube clips so you can relive — or perhaps experience for the first time — the joy that is Jordan Catalano’s “Red” as well as Buffalo Tom’s cameo. And if you want to watch My So-Called Life without buying the excellent DVD box set, you can now watch episodes on Hulu.

I hope you’ve enjoyed the first TV edition of Soundtrack Saturday. I’d eventually like to do it again if the right show strikes my fancy.

W.G. “Snuffy” Walden – Theme From My So-Called Life

Episode 1 (8/25/94)
Animal Bag – Everybody
R.E.M. – Everybody Hurts

Episode 2 (9/1/94)
Jawbox – Cruel Swing

Episode 3 (9/8/94)
The Cranberries – Dreams

Episode 4 (9/15/94)
Bettie Serveert – Palomine
The Grateful Dead – Althea

Episode 5 (9/22/94)
Enigma – Return to Innocence

Episode 6 (9/29/94)
TLC – What About Your Friends?

Episode 7 (10/6/94)
Jared Leto (as Jordan Catalano), “Red”

Episode 8 (10/20/94)
Buffalo Tom – Soda Jerk

Episode 9 (10/27/94)
Elvis Presley – Blue Moon
Shelley Fabares – Johnny Angel

Episode 10 (11/3/94)
Toad the Wet Sprocket – Fall Down
The Juliana Hatfield Three – Spin the Bottle
The Lemonheads – Down About It
The Juliana Hatfield Three – Dame With a Rod

Episode 11 (11/10/94)
Archers of Loaf – South Carolina
The Lemonheads – Dawn Can’t Decide
Urge Overkill – Dropout
Sunscreem – Pressure
Haddaway – What Is Love?
Billy Pilgrim – Try

Episode 12 (11/17/94)
The Afghan Whigs – Fountain and Fairfax
Buffalo Tom - Late at Night

Buffalo Tom performed both “Soda Jerk” and “Late at Night” in a scene set at a club:

Episode 15 (12/22/94)
Juliana Hatfield – Make It Home

Episode 17 (1/12/95)
Violent Femmes – Blister in the Sun
Sonic Youth – Genetic

Episode 18 (1/19/95)
Live – I Alone
Frente! – The Book Song

The following songs were included on the My So-Called Life soundtrack album but didn’t appear in any episodes:

Madder Rose – Drop a Bomb
Daniel Johnston – Come See Me Tonight
Further – Petty Core

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  • rose
    ugh I wish the files weren't gone, because i just finished watching this whole show and i would love love love the music.
  • One of my favorite shows. . . thanks for filling in the soundtrack gaps! Awesome post.
  • acatalephobic
    I'm...so happy in my heart that this show is featured in your first foray ito television soundtracks.

    This show has always been close to my heart...and reviewing the soundtrack has only deepened my respect for it.

    Kudos. And face-hurting smiles. :}
  • robynstevens
    This is like, seriously...the BEST Soundtrack Saturday you've ever done, Kelly. It's so beautiful, it hurts to look at it.
  • Madder Rose! Completely forgot about them. Thanks for all of this.
  • hatinghate12283
    Nice Post!! I actually just checked out the whole season on dvd from my local library this past week and my wife and I can't get enough. I watched this show when it originally aired, but was too young to truly appreciate it(11 years old). A local used cd store has this soundtrack in their "dollar bin" and I've been tempted to buy it. After this post, I don't need it for the songs, but I might buy it anyway for the nostalgia. Also, ironically enough, I made a facebook post about My So Called Life a couple days ago, and it attracted more comments than any other post I've ever made. Most of it was a debate about wether or not Jordan Catalano was a likeable guy. Anyhow, thanks for the awesome post.
  • JT
    I watched the show growing up and was sad to see it go.It sort've became the replacement for the "Wonder Years". I would suggest trying to do a Soundtrack Saturday to that show...but as we all know, the show was not released on DVD due to the costs of the musicals rights etc...which I have to ask Kelly (or anybody) does the DVD version of the MSCL have all the music listed above throughout the show?
  • KellyStitzel
    Yes, all the music in the latest version of the MSCL DVD set is intact. In fact, the book that comes with the set lists the songs featured in each episode.
  • bill b
    Never a huge fan of the show I did buy this cd around the time it was released. Now I will have to dig it out again and throw it on the stereo. thanks!
  • Jill
    Kelly, this is, like, very awesome. I have the series on DVD & the CD soundtrack and this is one of my favorite shows. Even though I was a bit older when MSCL was on I could completely relate. Thanks :)
  • EightE1
    I agree with Eric, in that the music dates the soundtrack, but in a good way. I'm close to a decade older than the target demo for MSCL, so the show didn't move me like it moved others, but the music brings to mind a period in my life that I recall fondly.

    Thanks, Kelly. I just figured out what my Saturdays have been missing the last month.
  • Eric S.
    You can certainly date this soundtrack as 1995-1996 by the songs/artists here. Urge Overkill and Billy Pilgrim were two of my nineties favorites that I hadn't thought much about lately. The Toad The Wet Sprocket, Live and Violent Femmes songs have stuck with me. At least back then "Everybody Hurts" hadn't been used to death as the mopey, "I'm so sad" anthem it's now become.
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