For the first TV edition of Soundtrack Saturday, I decided to write about one of my favorite TV series of all time, one that I knew a lot of other people my age, particularly women, loved, too: My So-Called Life. I’ve gotten quite a few emails in the past two years, from die-hards like me, asking me to repost this, so I just had to give in. If you missed out the first time around, I hope you enjoy.
I’ve been kicking around the idea of writing about the soundtrack to My So-Called Life for quite some time, but I kept putting it off because I wasn’t sure if I wanted to take this column into the TV realm. But I think I’m ready to expand Soundtrack Saturday’s scope to give myself — and you, dear readers — a little more variety. I likely won’t be writing about TV shows very often, but I figured I’d give it a shot and see how it goes.
When what turned out to be the last episode of My So-Called Life aired almost 17 years ago (I can’t believe it’s been that long), I remember how bummed I was when I heard that it might not be returning for a second season. (The last episode aired January 26, 1995, but the show wasn’t officially canceled by ABC until four months later.) And when I finally heard that it wasn’t coming back, I was devastated.
There were no shows like it on TV at the time that portrayed people my age — I was 16 and a junior in high school when it aired — in a realistic way. The characters were believable — they dressed like we did (lots of plaid shirts, combat boots, and floral granny dresses) and even wore the same outfits more than once. They even talked the way we, like, talked. And the story lines covered issues that we were actually dealing with as teenagers in the mid-’90s.
For those of you who’ve never seen My So-Called Life, it centers on 15-year-old Angela Chase (Claire Danes) and her trials and tribulations with her parents, Patty (Bess Armstrong) and Graham (Tom Irwin); her younger sister, Danielle (Lisa Wilhoit); her friends — rebellious Rayanne Graff (A.J. Langer), flamboyant Rickie Vasquez (Wilson Cruz), do-gooder Sharon Cherski (Devon Odessa), and nerdy Brian Krakow (Devon Gummersall); and, last but not least, boys. Well, one boy in particular — the infamous Jordan Catalano (Jared Leto).
While I did watch the show on ABC during its one-and-only season, I also obsessively watched the reruns on MTV. I even stayed up all night once during my freshman year of college to watch a marathon of the entire series. I connected to it on so many levels and related to many of the characters, particularly Angela (even though I never had a Jordan Catalano to contend with). I don’t think a TV show had ever affected me like that before, and I know a lot of my friends who are also fans of it would say the same.
One element of My So-Called Life that I’ve always loved is its use of music and the integral part it plays in many episodes (19 were produced in all). For example, I can’t imagine any other song besides R.E.M.’s “Everybody Hurts” playing at the end of the pilot. The Grateful Dead is the perfect band to act as a bridge between Angela, her father, and Rayanne in the fourth installment. And episode seven gives us our first taste of Leto’s musical abilities when Jordan sings a song that Angela thinks is about her.
Fans of the show will remember Buffalo Tom, as themselves, performing at a club in episode 12. An entire episode focuses on Jordan’s band, Frozen Embryos, and Rayanne’s desire to join so she can reconnect and spend more time with Angela (we get to hear Leto sing again; this time it’s a cover of the Ramones’ “I Wanna Be Sedated”). And then there’s Juliana Hatfield’s appearance as an angel in the Christmas episode, performing one of my favorite songs of hers, “Make It Home.” Plus, Angela’s I’m-over-Jordan-Catalano dance, set to Violent Femmes’ “Blister in the Sun,” is something a lot of us girls can relate to (“It’s such a relief to finally have my life back!”).
Music was so important to My So-Called Life that an official soundtrack album was released. It contained only a portion of the songs featured in the show, but also a few that never made it into any episode. I’ve managed to gather almost every song; I think I’m only missing the ones sung by the choir in the Christmas episode. I’ve also included a few YouTube clips so you can relive — or perhaps experience for the first time — the joy that is Jordan Catalano’s “Red” as well as Buffalo Tom’s cameo. And if you want to watch My So-Called Life without buying the excellent DVD box set, you can now watch episodes on Hulu, Netflix Instant Watch or on the Sundance Channel.
Episode 2 (9/1/94)
Jawbox – Cruel Swing
Episode 3 (9/8/94)
The Cranberries – Dreams
Episode 5 (9/22/94)
Enigma – Return to Innocence
Episode 6 (9/29/94)
TLC – What About Your Friends?
Episode 7 (10/6/94)
Jared Leto (as Jordan Catalano), “Red”
Episode 8 (10/20/94)
Buffalo Tom – Soda Jerk
Buffalo Tom performed both “Soda Jerk” and “Late at Night” in a scene set at a club:
Episode 15 (12/22/94)
Juliana Hatfield – Make It Home
The following songs were included on the My So-Called Life soundtrack album but didn’t appear in any episodes: