Indigo Girls – Poseidon and the Bitter Bug (2009, Vanguard)
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To a 19-year-old roiling with existential crises, the Indigo Girls’ major label debut was the perfect soundtrack for indulgent hours of delicious angst and sweet inner torment. “Love’s Recovery,” “Kid Fears,” “History of Us”—I can’t hear any of them without recalling long, depressing walks around the small town I lived in at the time, thinking about how depressed I was and how long I’d been walking, and Jesus Christ this town is small. They were the musical rain puddles I could sit in seemingly forever, emerging after repeated plays, shivering and soggy-bottomed, but knowing I had heard in the poetry and harmony and playing a sound and sentiment that perfectly complimented my prematurely bleak outlook on life.
Not much later, I discovered vodka, which more or less took care of my existential crises, but I nevertheless kept up with the Indigo Girls for a number of years and albums, enjoying their triumphs (all of Rites of Passage and most of Swamp Ophelia) and shaking my head at their failures (”Touch Me Fall” the most notable). They fell off my radar, but have reappeared on it with a fine new album, Poseidon and the Bitter Bug. Odd as it seems, 20 years after I discovered them, they have made an album that genuinely speaks to me, whose sentiments I understand without giving into the embarrassingly dour mindset that once plagued me.
Loathe though I am to admit this, as I approach 40, I find myself looking back on good times and unholy humiliations alike with a modicum of nostalgia, in spite of myself. Several of Amy Ray’s tracks take that look back to childhood and adolescence with equal parts wistfulness and regret. “Driver Education” (originally recorded on her solo album Prom) attaches a coming of age romances to a collection of sensory details:
I fell for guys who tried to commit suicide
With soft rock hair and blood shot eyes
He tastes like Marlboro cigarettes, Reese’s Peanut Butter Cups
A Pepsi in his hand, getting off the school bus
She progresses through lovers of the more recent past (”tattooed girls with a past they can’t remember”) circling back around to growing up:
I ran for miles through the suburbs of the seventies
Pollen dust and Pixie sticks, kissing in the deep end
Of swimming pools before I knew what’s in there
We come into this life waterlogged and tender (more…)